Slow

Time is moving so slow around me, or so it seems. I am not sure if I am in the dark or in the light these days. Sometimes I feel so alive and well and others I feel as though I am alone an empty shell walking through life. I have so much and yet at times feels so ungrateful like I should have more. I was taking my kids on a cruise this summer but cancelled. Circumstances beyond my control. I was sad not for me but for them. I know we will go on another and they really took it well. I am lucky no doubt. I am continueing my quest to help. Blind leading the blind, or so I like to think. It is true no doubt. Sometimes it appears the end of the world is coming or atleast the end of the world as we know it. Americans are so use to the way thier life is. It fears me to think what our future holds. Without the knowledge of the past and what our country once was how will we ever move forward. We are run by greed. Everyone wanting a piece of everyone, rich and powerful. No one stepping back and seeing who really these people are. Open our eyes, ears, and learn to think for ourselves. Reach deep in the past and learn from those that have walked before us. Do not trust that there is someone that will take care of all the wrong in the world for if you do you will have nothing in your future, democracy will be a thing of the past. Maybe life is moving slow for me, maybe I have crossed, and am now back in the dark. I don't know but I feel alive now at this moment in time, here with you. Let me know you came, leave a word behind. Share your thoughts, as I do mine. Together we will pass the time.